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Lion in a Cage

 

You sit there alone in jail

Like a lion in a cage

Away from the jungle

Where a lion wants to be.

 

Maybe this will be enough

To make you see

What losing you

Felt like to me.

 

by Kennard, age 11

In front of God
and everybody

You told the court
right in front

of God and everybody,
"I will not keep him,
I can't take care of him."
Just like that, you were gone.

Mama!
DON'T YOU KNOW
THAT GOD HEARD THAT?

I believe that
children are a gift from God.
God gave you ten children
and you just

pushed us all aside.
Just like that, we were gone.

Mama!
DON'T YOU KNOW
THAT GOD SAW THAT?

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The poetry of children who've experienced tragedy and loss is often haunting, as well as redemptive and inspiring. We've chosen samples from 5 volumes of poetry currently in print. You can get one copy of each volume free of charge by going to our Free Publications Page and checking the appropriate boxes.  You can buy more copies of these poetry books by going to Order Online with your credit card. Each additional volume is $5.  All proceeds support children at HCYR, and the arts program that serves them.  Please visit The Children Music Project to see how we use the poetry to develop and record songs.

I Wonder

I wonder . . .

if my mother is . . . DEAD?

(I act like I don’t care,

but I do.)

I wonder . . .

if she ever thinks about me anymore?

I wonder if she talks about me anymore?

I wonder . . . 

where she is right now.

I wonder . . .

if she has a boyfriend.

I wonder and wonder and wonder,

but I never

get any answers

or even a sign.

by Jamie, age 13

Mother,

Will You Come Back?

Mother,

will you come back?

I’m scared you won’t.

Why did you leave me

in the first place?

You said you might come back,

but you didn’t.

Do you care

if you make us cry?

Do you care for us at all?

Please come back.

 

Mother,

will you come back?

You Left Me

You left me

a bent photograph

And something

heavier than lead

to carry forever

in my head,

when you left me

wondering

why you

would rather be dead

than be

my mother.

 

by Michael, age 10

 

The Snake

Heroin

is a snake.

It will bite you

and hurt you,

and hurt the ones

that love you,

and take away

all the things you love.

 The snake will poison

your body and mind,

Then it will kill you

and not even care.

My mother found the snake

when she was twelve.

Thinking it was friendly,

she took it home with her.

She kept it

and cared for it,

for twenty years.

Then the snake killed her.

She Said 

She said she would come to watch me play football someday and she said she got another letter from Daddy in prison and she wanted us to listen to her and not do what she had done with her life and to stay away from drugs and she said she would stop and she said they didn’t allow dogs so we couldn’t have a puppy she said our house was too small and we would get a better one someday and she said I was growing up too fast and she wanted me to be something, not like her, she said she loved me and to eat my vegetables and she said I should watch out for my little brothers and keep my fingernails clean

She said she’d come to visit

on Sunday, or maybe Friday

Sometime in December.

She said she had stopped drugs

She never said good-bye

Butterfly Mother

I still remember her.

Her name was Nancy

and she liked to listen to music.

She loved horses

and swimming.

 

I still remember her.

Her name was Nancy

and she was very

very beautiful.

She liked to buy me things.

 

I still remember her.

As I go from place to place,

she stays with me

in my heart.

 

I remember her smile.

She was like a nice beautiful

Butterfly Mother.

And she flew away.

 

by Anita, age 14

Back to Color

 

The whole world was black

when my dad killed my mom.

 

I felt like I

was coming to an end, too.

No one to live for.

 

Then one day my Self

came back

into the world.

 

And so did the colors.

 

by Lori, age 14

 

Toys

 

My mom is just a child

 

trapped in a child’s mind.

 

And my sister

 

and me . . .

 

we’re the broken toys

 

she left behind.

 

 

by Daisy, age 13

 

 

Angie

 Angie was so tiny . . .

my newborn sister.

 

I don’t know why

she cried and cried

that night.

 

Daddy yelled at Mama

that if she didn’t

shut her up

then he would.

 

Angie kept on crying.

 

Daddy took her

to the bathroom

and put her tiny head

in hot water.

by Jennifer, age 14

Alone

 I remember the first night.

I remember

the exact time . . .

There were many times

after that.

 

I remember the days alone.

 

Why did you do it?

You hurt me.

You left a scar in my heart -

You can’t even see it,  

but it will always be there.

 

Why did you rape me?

Didn’t you see

I was only seven?

 

Alone . . . alone . . . alone.

 

Sometimes

Before the state took us

When I was seven,

Mark was four,

Mercedes was three,

Cassie was one,

And Angie was a baby . . .

Before then,

They left us at home alone

a lot . . . Sometimes for days.

I was the oldest,

So I took care of everyone.

Sometimes I had to go ask the neighbors for food.

Sometimes I didn’t

go to school.

Sometimes I was tired.

Sometimes I was scared.

Sometimes I didn’t know

what to do.